Monday, April 11, 2016

Auschwitz- Birkenau

            I don’t think there is anyway to mentally prepare you for learning about something so mind blowing and terrible such as the holocaust. Talking about it in class was nowhere near as crazy as actually seeing everything in person and trying to put yourself in the shoes of all the victims and trying to understand what they had to go through and all the suffering they endured.
            As I had expected, once we got to Auschwitz the weather was gloomy and rainy. I didn’t mind the rain at all, it wouldn’t have felt right if it were nice out and the sun was shining. Overall the whole camp itself had such an eerie feeling about it, to think that thousands of people were beaten, tortured, starved, and killed in the exact spot we were at was too much to take in. Auschwitz I had before been abandoned Polish army barracks, which were then taken over by the Nazi’s in 1940 and turned into the largest death camp in history. Auschwitz II or Birkenau, which it is commonly known as, was built by the prisoners and was even larger than Auschwitz I. There was a camp on one side of the train tracks for the women, one on the other side for the men, and then a third camp that was being built that was never finished. It was estimated that 1.1 million people were murdered in Auschwitz-Birkenau camps. Over 1.1 million men, women, and children, murdered in order to obtain the Nazi’s idea of the “perfect race”. How insane does that sound? How humans could do something so absolutely disgusting to one another, and to think that something this terrible was happening only 70 years ago. It really makes you question the human race.
            We entered the gates of Auschwitz with the words “Arbeit Macht Frei” translating to “Work will set you free” written above our heads which was a complete lie. Ninety percent of the people that were transported to Auschwitz did not make it out. The selection started as soon as they arrived, they were either immediately sent to the gas chambers to be killed or were sent to work and live in terrible conditions. They were told they were being sent to live in better places, away from their countries because they were no longer wanted there. When they arrived to Auschwitz everything was taken from them, their clothes, their suitcases, families were split up and never saw one another again.
The gates to Auschwitz
            During our tour we entered rooms that would send chills up your spine. Rooms filled with people’s belongings, thousands of shoes, eyeglasses, pots and pans, hairbrushes. The worst of all was over 2 thousand pounds of human hair that was shaved off of thousands of victims before they were killed. My heart sunk after seeing all the baby clothes and shoes, the children were too little to work so they never even had a chance, the Nazi officers saw them as “useless”.
Some of the shoes from the victims
Suitcases of the victims
            It’s hard for me to wrap my head around what all happened over this tragic time in history. Thousands of people were killed at a time in gas chambers, which were then destroyed by the Nazi’s to cover up for what had actually been going on for years. How this went on for so long and how it was seen as a “solution” is insane. After the camps were liberated in 1945 they were then preserved and reopened in 1947, as a museum to make sure this horrible time would never be forgotten. The craziest thing to me is that actual survivors of the concentration camps were the ones giving tours and telling their actual stories when the museum first opened. I can’t understand why someone would want to relive the horrific time they had in these camps, but I do think it’s good that they wanted everyone to know what all happened.

Inside the gas chamber
Where the bodies were burned
Outside the gas chamber
            I could go on and on about everything I saw and all the thoughts I have going through my head but there is so much that I can’t seem to put into words. All I know is that I am so thankful for the life I have and to witness such an important time in history.

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