Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Back to Reality

               A lot of time was spent traveling during my last two weeks in Europe. Lily, Aubrey, Jessica, Lydia, and myself traveled to Dublin, Ireland once our program was over where we visited the Cliff’s of Moher as well as the Guinness Storehouse and Jameson Distillery! After Ireland we we’re off to Greece where we spent our time on two separate islands of Greece, Mykonos and Crete. We explored the islands with four wheelers and cars, jumped off cliffs, and made some of the best memories.
Cliff's of Moher
Four wheeling through Mykonos
The hidden spot where we cliff jumped
           It’s crazy to me that my time in Europe has come to an end. I knew that it would go by quickly but I didn’t expect to be sitting at home on my couch looking through all my pictures and missing it so much. I am so grateful for the experiences that I had during my time abroad, I can honestly say these past three months have been the some of the greatest times of my life. I have definitely grown as a person since I left home in March; I’ve become a lot more self reliant and independent. I no longer base my happiness on others, I have found so much joy in the experiences that I’ve had while studying abroad that could last me a lifetime. My time in Europe has taught me to not rush things; it seemed as though everything was always so laid back no matter what country or city I traveled to, there was never a reason to stress or worry. I’ve learned to really take in the moment that I’m living in and to quit wishing time would go by quicker (which I am guilty of). It’s hard to put into words exactly how great this trip has been for me, I’ve been asked multiple times “how was it?” “What was your favorite part?” and I find it difficult trying to explain it to people when I know they don’t want to listen to me ramble on forever, I simply cannot explain in a sentence or two.
            Although I constantly find myself reminiscing on these last three months and all of the adventures that I had, it feels so good to be home. Papillion will always be home to me, no matter how long I’m gone for it feels like I never left. I missed my family and friends, I missed my house and my bed, and I missed the convenience of going wherever I wanted whenever I wanted with my car. I missed getting a paycheck every two weeks and having an actual income instead of just spending all the time, I missed hearing English everywhere and having people understand me instead of looking at me weird with confusion. Now it’s back to the reality of working three jobs, starting the process of transferring schools, and this whole “getting my life together” thing.

            Now I could sit here and type out all the things that I miss about Europe but it would be a pretty long list, but most of all I miss the freedom. I miss waking up in a new country or a new city every few days and being able to explore a new area. I miss how cheap it is to travel and get around. I can’t express how grateful I am to be given the opportunity that I did, visiting 11 countries in the three months that I was gone when most people will not see that many countries in their lifetime. I have truly been blessed with one amazing life.
This trip wouldn't have been the same without these four <3